Firefly

Magic happens every day...if we are willing to open our eyes and mind to it. With that said, please follow me...(there will be no photos in this blog post because the images will all be in your head)....

...come with me on an evening walk, actually an evening run, but we have to walk a bit to get to our running trail. This is a lovely, warm, musty, humid summer evening. You are walking across a short wooden bridge that crosses over a small, yet strong river. Upon crossing the bridge you will walk through untended grounds of overgrown bush. Stretching along in front of you is an ugly, old metal wire fence that runs along the length of a railroad track that is seldom used, but still in use for freight trains traveling long distances between destinations. You will short cut through a hole in the wire fence to get to the other side of the railway tracks because the next opening to access entry beyond the fence is a long distance away.

You will walk on crunchy gravel. You will step your feet over...no...pause...you will step your feet on the railway tracks because it is so fun to do. You will listen and hear that no trains are coming, so you are safe to take pause and be in the moment, to play, to balance...your arms outstretched as you walk one foot at a time ahead of the other. Then, you pause and listen again real close...no trains coming...still safe to play. You bend over real low, eyes level with the tracks and examine the tracks because they're fascinating. You notice that they are aged and rusted. And you notice that every bit of steel and wood that lays untended, rusted and old was designed with every subtle curve and angle calculated to keep that train on the tracks....the sleepers, the gauge, the ballast.

Then, you remember that you were headed somewhere. So, up go you...walk across those tracks, scramble down a steep hill that leads into a thick forested space. But, before you enter the thick of those trees, you walk along a very narrow dirt path, barely noticeable, really. You only know it's there because you've been here before. Flanked on either side of this narrow dirt path is a large meadow, overgrown to knee length with tall unkempt grass and weeds. Twilight had long set in and dusk is now heavily in loom. You are walking with your eyes set on those trees because that's where you were going. But, you stop in your tracks because in your periphery you thought you saw a dim glowing light. You look in the direction of the light and you see the light had moved. On closer examination, you realize the light did not move because you now see that there are many dim glowing lights...flashing ever so slowly, ever so dimly, ever so gently, ever so silently...flashing...flashing...flashing every where...slow...dim...gentle...silent. And you realize you are surrounded by an enormous field of fireflies...twinkling dimly, moving silently. You stand amidst the silence filled with the hot, humid, thick air of a summer night, the crickets now awakening, the sound of evening in full effect and you tell yourself that life is amazing, beautiful, magical. This is it...magic.

I am blessed to have had the experience with fireflies twice in my life. The first time was amidst a hot, humid summer evening in Ann Arbor, Michigan where I lived at the time while attending graduate school. The path we walked through above was the very path and the very experience that I remember. One does not easily forget the details of moments in life graced with magic.

The second time was while living in Kenya, many years ago. I was a Peace Corps volunteer teaching in a small village at the base of Mt. Kenya. On an evening walk to my house from the main road, which was a distance of about 4 km (2.5 mi), I had come from the market with dinner for the day. It had rained that day. The rains in Kenya come in seasons of long wet downpours or short wet downpours....they are always wet downpours. On this day, I was tired and drenched from rain and anxiously walking with a brisk because I was late getting home that night. And in Africa, you don't want to be late getting home. After the sun goes to bed, there is nothing but pitch black that does not allow sight beyond the nose. So, anxiously, briskly I walked. The dirt path leads from the high road down into a small valley before it inclines again to bring me on the trail to my boarding school. It was there in the valley that I witnessed yet another moment of true magic. Upon reaching the valley, there was a small grove of large banana trees. Here, I stopped in my tracks to witness thousands of warm, dim, glowing lights that twinkled ever so slowly and silently....the fireflies. And here, once more, I was left to stand frozen in awe and amazement, completely absorbed in the moment to feel an immense gratitude toward mother nature for the beauty and wonder she's given us.

I retell these stories of my firefly experiences because I realize now that not everyone will recognize magic when they see it and not everyone will be lucky enough to see a firefly during their lifetime. Fireflies only live in specific parts of the world. And if you happen not to live in those parts and you don't travel, then you may never see them. I retell these stories because these are the very inspirations that drive the creativity behind Scarlet Elfcup dolls and toys. They are deeply meaningful, deeply personal and they inspire the things that I make. So, the creations come from the very bottom of my heart and in bringing the memories, the stories, the ideas to life, I am expressing my gratitude for all the beauty and meaning that I have found in life. I hope that in sharing bits of my world with you, I can bring forth moments of beauty and magic into your world.

I like to dream that one day I can walk once more amongst fireflies...except this time, I want to go chasing them with my children. For now, I'll leave you to chase one certain firefly and her fairy on tomorrow's eve.

 

What's Coming

Hello, friends! It's been a while. I thought I'd pop my head in to say "hello" and to give you a quick update on the world of Scarlet Elfcup. Lots happening around here.

First, a bit of reflection. I'd like to show you this transformation of Scarlet Elfcup's 6" doll....from Gardien released in April 2014 when Scarlet Elfcup came to life....to the sculpted Wee-Bee Mini Elfcup today. Fun to see, isn't it?

Now, for the juicies....this past week was spent in the abyss of bliss...working away on some custom requests AND:

Wefting.

Cutting. Sewing.

Sculpting.

The world of crafting dolls has just changed for me with the ability to sculpt to my heart's content. Imagine a wide open door into a whole new world of creativity. So, this made me wonder to myself...will I leave the world of Waldorf where beauty and imagination lies in simple and expressionless? It gave me the pouts to think of that, so I have to say, "No." Scarlet Elfcup dolls will continue on with many creations made of the undecorated, un-ornamented and expressionless face that so defines the idea of simplicity and imagination. At the same time, I will also venture on further and deeper into different levels of creativity for my wandering and curious mind. Hence, taking on new and different ways to make dolls. Very exciting! It's all an adventure.

And now for the big news...a new pattern is in the works for an 8" doll.

Here's the 6" Wee-Bee Mini Elfcup. I love love love making the Wee-Bee Mini Elfcups. After making so many tiny ones in the past couple months, my hands are familiar with nothing more. It just feels so right to hold and handle the itty-bitties. I love making the 6" dolls for so many reasons...they are cute, tiny, sweet. And more so, they give me the chance to really fly into the world of imagination. To create the extras that go with the 6" doll is one of the most enjoyable parts of making a tiny doll. In other words, small things leave room for big imaginary worlds. If you haven't seen it already with past creations, you will see more of it for upcoming creations.

With all that said about my love for making the 6" Wee-Bee Mini Elfcups, I still want to explore the world of dolls on a pinch of an inch....or two more. Therefore, the coming of an 8" doll.

The 8" doll will give a tad bit more inches to work with the clothing design a bit more flexibly. At the same time, it's still small enough to leave room for big imaginings and creativity. And still small enough to fit in the cup of the hand. So, here you have it...the 6" Wee-Bee Mini Elfcup standing tall next to the upcoming 8" doll.

I have yet to work out some small kinks of the 8" proportion. But, the pattern is almost complete. Then, when the time is right, the official announcement will be made regarding the 8" doll.

For now, if you'll excuse me, I have to go fetch a small fairy from the forest. Wish me luck and hope that I will resurface next week from the other world with a fairy in my hand.

One last note before I leave....alongside a number of custom orders, I am working on a small batch of sweet little ones that I hope to have ready and placed in the shop by March 1....no promises, but, that's the hope. For now....off to fairyland.

Benja and her Great Big Clock

Tick-tock-tick-tock. I spy a clock.

Behind the clock, I spy a doll.

Tick-tock-tick-tock.

Shy, introverted, reserved, contemplative, perfectly happy to immerse herself in a problem so deeply that she may not even notice what time of day it is, despite the fact that her very responsibility lies in keeping that time clock ticking away.

Behind the scenes.

Cranking.

Turning.

Rotating.

Benja has a clock and she is caretaker of her clock. It's not an easy job being caretaker. One must be resilient, patient, precise, nimble, and constantly present. Benja would have it no other way. She loves her clock. Her clock is high maintenance, that one. This is a clock that needs to be wound, round the clock (no pun intended). This clock has very low tolerance for imprecision. So precise it is that a penny slipped under it's winder has the effect of minutely adjusting the time by milli-seconds per day.

When the winding is neglected at all, the clock eventually dies. And that would make for a very very sad Benja. So, Benja is ever-present, entirely devoted and whole-heartedly spends her day taking care of her clock.

The creation of Benja and her clock was inspired by Big Ben and the clock that lives at the Palace of Westminster, London. I am enthralled by this magnificent piece of engineering work....it's beauty, grace, near perfect precision, and brilliant design. Here's a fascinating article written in October of 2013 about the process of fine-tuning Big Ben's clock. And if you're even more interested, here's a fun fact article about the bell and it's clock.

Benja is a Wee-Bee Mini Elfcup doll. She stands less than 6" (15 cm) tall. She is made with all natural materials. Her doll skin is made with premium quality cotton interlock imported from Europe. She is firmly stuffed with bio-wool made in Oregon.  Her seams are sewn twice for reinforcement.  Her locks are made of mohair yarn tied into a single braid.  She has embroidered facial features. Her facial structure is sculpted giving her a sweet little face with an itty-bitty chin, round chubby cheeks and deeper set eyes. Her cheeks, nose and various body parts are blushed with red beeswax.  She is a sitting doll with sewn joints that are made flexible for easy movement and changing of clothes.  But, with some posing, she is also able to stand very stable. She also has a belly button and a bum.

Benja comes readily dressed for warm or mildly chilly days. Her vest is hand knit with 100% suri alpaca yarn done up reversed stockinette stitch style to give a warm fuzzy feeling to the fiber. Her top is crocheted with a mohair-silk blended yarn and sewn onto a floral cotton fabric. The back fully opens with nickel-plated hood and eye snaps. Her trousers are made from 100% cotton and decorated with a sweet elastic lace trim. Benja's hat is made from pre-washed, clean repurposed 100% cashmere. Her boots are hand knit with 100% suri alpaca yarn.

Benja's clock is a piece of work. Ok...so this is where I take pause to go get some chocolate....concentration food, you know.

The design of this decorative clock took what seemed like an engineering feat in itself....the calculating, the drawing, sketching, scrapping, measuring, planning, manipulating, detailing, scrapping again, then redoing until all the stars aligned. Whew!

So, here she is. Benja's clock is made from a thick cotton fabric lined with extra stiff interface so that she stands tall and strong. She is stuffed with 100% wool. Her face is embroidered on a neutral-colored linen fabric. The artwork is hand embroidered with high quality 100% cotton floss. The art design of the gears was sketched and drawn by me and then transferred to the fabric for embroidering. By the way, if you're interested in learning how to hand embroider, check out Sublime Stitching by Jenny Hart. There are simple and clear step-by-step pictorial tutorials by Jenny. This is where I learned how to do some basic embroidery stitches. This was my first embroidery project and I found it so relaxing and enjoyable.

The clock was designed with a fun crankshaft that actually does rotate manually to control the movement of the clock hand. The crankshaft and hand are attached by a small magnet sewn inside the two pieces. This was designed for practical purposes of assembly and packaging for shipping. 

Benja's clock measures approximately 16 in. (41 cm) at the base, 10 in. (25 cm) tall and 1 in. (3 cm) thick.

Benja is recommended for ages 5+ due to the nature of her delicate design. The small parts on her and the magnetized items may pose as a hazard for children who still enjoy exploring with their mouths and the clothing closures require manipulation by hands that are adept at extra fine motor skills and can handle small parts with ease. If you are interested in giving Benja a home, she is now available in the Etsy shop.